I'm on the horns of dilemma ... part of me wants to focus on doing what I must to get ready to host an RPG (role playing game) using a combination of some story ideas I have and the new D&D Next system. But another part of me wants to focus exclusively on a more novel-like project, where I focus exclusively on the story and leave any thoughts of hosting the story as a game for another day. And just when I think I've convinced myself "Aha! I've got it ... I'm going to X first ..." the next day comes and I start thinking perhaps I'd be better off to go the opposite direction.
Why is this so hard for me? Because no matter which path I choose, I'll have fun doing what I'm doing, I'll be creating something I enjoy and can share with others ... BUT ... I'll also know that I'm missing out on advantages to having chosen the opposite approach, no matter which way I pick.
Logic seems to argue for focusing on my story first. The guts of D&D Next aren't going to change any time soon, and when I'm ready to run my story through it, I can do that. Tons of the material I generate while writing a book will serve as great extras to share during an RPG of same. The only REAL downside to focusing on the book first is that I wont' be playing D&D again as soon. But, logic reminds, I don't have the free time in my schedule for both creation and play activities, so focus on story creating and writing.
Logical, right?
But the dice ... they call to me. :)
I COULD join a game hosted by someone else, minimize the time commitment, get my toes wet with D&D Next and focus MOST of my time on writing. Would I lose much time playing in someone else's game? Probably not.
Hmm ... it's worth a thought.
What would you advise?
Because you are Libra, that's why it's hard for you! You are always looking for a balance... I am sure you'll find it, my love!
ReplyDeleteI always loved this image of yours - such vibrant colors! Was it taken in the Writer's Retreat? So symbolic...
It WAS taken at the writer's retreat, yes. :) Good memory. And yes, I'm sure I'll be fine with the balance ... I just need to stop thinking about it. ;)
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